INTRODUCTION: SPARK-HUNTING
SECTION ONE:
THE NATURAL WORLD
1. THE WEATHER OF THE SOUL
Dawn: Hallowing the Beginning
Wind: Opening to New Life
The Sun: Mother/Father of us All (Shape-Shift: pretend you are
the rising sun)
Cloudy Days: Heavenly Comforter
Rain: Discovering our Vegetative Soul
Snow: Heaven on Earth
Rainbows: The Messy Beauty of Emotions
Thunderstorms: Shattering the Familiar World
2. CREATURE TEACHERS: PLANTS AND ANIMALS
Trees: A Teacher for Life (Shape-Shift:
pretend you are a tree)
Trees and Humans: A Sacred Marriage
Weeping Willows: Shelter in Time of Sorrow
Pits and Seeds: Failure as Growth
Soil: Caring for the Self
Flowers: Turning Toward the Light
Frogs: Speaking and Acting from a Deep Place
Ducks: The Paddling Beneath the Glide
Migrating Birds: That Most Wild and Necessary Journey (Shape-Shift:
pretend you are a migrating bird)
3. ELEMENTAL WISDOM
Rock: Being Strong, Sturdy, and Still
Sand: Harmonizing the Elements of Life (Shape-Shift: pretend you
are made of sand)
Heat: The Energy of Life
Gases: Lowering the Pressure
Water and Air: The Unseen Medium of Love
Ice and Snow: Miraculous Transformations
4. SACRED LANDSCAPES
The Outdoors: Our Truer Home
A Lake: Being Still Waters (Shape-Shift : pretend you are a lake)
The Desert: The Gifts of Desolation
Mountains: The Spiritual Ascent (Shape-Shift : pretend you are
a mountain)
Polar Exploration: Striving Toward the Ultimate
The Natural World: Moving Beyond Moralities
Wilderness: A Wildness Beyond the Self
SECTION TWO:
OBJECT LESSONS
(WHAT OUR THINGS HAVE TO TEACH US)
5. THE CAR, A SPIRITUAL GUIDE
Cars: A Teacher of Self-care
Driving: Lessons for the Highway of Life
Windshield Wipers: The Practices that Clear Our Vision (Shape-Shift:
pretend you have windshield wipers)
Speedbumps: Progress Through Slowing Down
The Passenger Seat: Surrendering Control
6. OPENINGS AND CLOSINGS
Opening and Shutting Doors: The Benefits
of a Good Barrier
Unlocking with a Key: Penetrating the Barriers of Life (Shape-Shift:
pretend you have the key)
Opening a Soda Can: Knowing When to Keep a Secret
Shaving with a Razor: The Merits of a Daily Practice
Throwing Things Away: Creating Space and Time
Recycling Garbage: Using the Trash of Our Life
Uncapping a Fire Hydrant: Releasing Hidden Resources
7. STILLNESS AND MOTION
Still Things: Learning to Be, Not Just Do
(Shape-Shift: pretend you are your own clothes)
Beds: Rest and Support
Crutches: Learning to Lean
Steps, Stairs, and Escalators: The Spiritual Climb
Magnets: The Force of Spiritual Alignment
Flags: The Wind Made Visible
Sailboats: Blown by the Spiritual Breezes (Shape-Shift: pretend
you are a sailboat)
8. IN-SIGHT: LOOKING DEEPLY INTO THINGS
Mirrors: Reflections on our Oneness
Stained Glass: Illuminating the Universe
Contact Lenses: Clearing our Spiritual Vision
Cups: Beyond the Half-Empty and Half-Full
Guns: The Distorted Voice of the Soul
Money: "Thou Visible God"
SECTION THREE:
HUMAN BEING
9. THE WISDOM OF THE BODY
The Body: Lover of the World
The Human Face: Each the Face of God
Standing: The Unity of Earth and Sky
Walking: Falling with Style
Footprints: The Presence of the Past
Sleep: Re-connecting to the Source
Insomnia: The Blessing Wrapped Inside the Curse
Pajamas: Friend of Body and Soul
The Belly Button: A Holy Place (Shape-Shift: pretend you are in
the womb)
Death and Birth: The Unlikely Twins
10. COMING TO OUR SENSES
Color: The Unnecessary Beauty of the World
Smell: The Mystical Sense
Whispering: The Harmony of Speech and Silence
Bells: Hearing the Origins
Sex: The Ecstacy of Creation
The Caress: Held Close by the World
11. MIND WELL
Pens and Pencils: A Word to the Wise?
Books: Mind-Melds and Virtual Realities
Novels and Plays: Appreciating the Drama of our Life
The Computer: Model for a Well-Functioning Mind
The Worldwide Web: www.Connection
"Home": What's in a Word? (Shape-Shift: pretend you
are coming home)
12. THE MUSIC OF MOOD AND EMOTION
Tears: Cleansing and Healing
Cheerfulness: Learning to Cheer for Yourself
Love: The Limitless Ocean (Shape-Shift: pretend you are the ocean)
Fear: The Hidden Messenger of Love
Joy: The Mothership Calling Us Home
13. SPORTS AND CHILD'S PLAY
Play: The Soul's Delight
Feeding a Baby: Messy Growth
Bubble Gum: Expanding the Spirit
Buried Treasure: Searching for Spiritual Riches
Football: Moving the Ball Downfield
Sudden-Death Playoffs: Playing with Death and Eternity
Balloons: Death as Liberation (Shape-Shift: pretend you are a
balloon)
Home Run: The Journey Home
Merry-Go-Rounds: Coming Home to the Divine
SECTION FOUR:
THE UNIVERSE, OUR HOME
14. HEAVENLY PHYSICS
Sun and Moon: The Loving Eyes of God
Stars: Gazing Upon the Infinite
Celestial Space: Where is God?
The Night Sky: Death as Revelation
Light: The Eternal in Time
The Dark Universe: The Glory of All We Don't Know
Quantum Mechanics: The Creativity of Chance
Wormholes: Passage to Another World
The Big Bang: How Once We Were One (Shape-Shift: pretend you are
at the Big Bang)
15. EPILOGUE: TIPS FOR SPARK-HUNTERS
When surgeons first became adept at cataract
operations, they were able to restore sight to dozens who had
been blind since birth. Many of the newly sighted were astounded
by what they saw. Marius von Senden presented their cases in a
book, Space and Sight, which in turn had a powerful effect on
writer Annie Dillard, who quotes from it in Pilgrim at Tinker
Creek.
One
patient, after her bandages were unwrapped, describes a human
hand -- its function still unrecognized as "something
bright and then holes." Another was amazed to discover that
each of her visitors had a totally different face. Who knew? A
little girl stands speechless in a garden, then takes hold of
"the tree with the lights in it" as she calls it. For
many, the experience is arduous. A twenty-two year old woman was
so overcome by her surroundings that she shut her eyes again for
two weeks. Upon reopening them, "the more she now directed
her gaze upon everything about her, the more it could be seen
how an expression of gratification and astonishment overspread
her features; she repeatedly exclaimed: "Oh God! How beautiful!"
Oh
God, how beautiful! Oh God, now I see. Have we not had such experiences,
albeit fleeting and maddeningly intermittent, of scales falling
from our eyes and the world perceived anew?
The
sheer ordinariness of things is our cataract. We view our day
through a glaze of familiar tasks and objects. Ah yes, another
Wednesday. Ah yes, another tree by the side of the road, the ten
thousandth we have seen and therefore no longer see at all. We
glance at our to-do list and will never find written there
encounter mystery; be dazzled and amazed; receive a great teaching
from an unexpected source. No, we're happy just to get the laundry
done.
But
there have been moments we cannot deny them when
our world lit up as from a fire within. Perhaps it was the day
we first fell in love; or went walking in a majestic forest; or
found the solution that had so long eluded us to a problem which
had plagued our life. Maybe it was that time we took off on a
vacation, and the very expectation of novelty served as windshield
wipers for the soul. Suddenly we are able to see afresh. We realize
the beauty that surrounds us. Hidden at the heart of things we
find lessons and reconciliations. A holy spirit, we sense, pervades
the world this world, even with its Wednesdays.
Kabbalah,
the mystical branch of Judaism, tells a creation story that speaks
to this spirit. When God made the world, wrote Isaac Luria in
the 16th century, the divine light He emanated was so intense
that it shattered the vessels containing it. The light fragmented
into divine sparks (nitzotzot) which fell to earth. "Every
particle in our physical universe, every structure and every being,
is a shell that contains sparks of holiness," writes Rabbi
David Cooper. But these sparks remain hidden in our ordinary world.
Our sacred task as human beings is to uncover them, an act of
cosmic restoration (tikkun). This we do through acts of service,
prayer, lovingkindness, and appreciation, whereby we attune to
and celebrate the universe. We are here to heal the world by finding
sparks of the divine, and in so doing to ourselves be healed.
This
is no easy matter. Most self-help books tell us to seek healing
through an inward journey. Examine and transform the contents
of your mind. But can we use the mind, with its endless chatter
and neuroses, as our primary tool to fix itself? This book advocates
instead "going out of your mind" finding healing
in the lessons and blessings that surround us, the sparks that
permeate the world.
To
this end, the book is composed of 101 brief essays. Each seeks
to discover a spark of the divine in everyday objects, activities,
and experiences, and the glories of the natural world. Driving
a car. Shaving. Cleaning out a filthy room. The ever-changing
weather. The comic gravity of a frog. The spareness of a desert
landscape. The delighted mess-making of a child confined in a
high-chair. They will all become our teachers. We don't need to
go to Tibet to find a sacred space and saintly guru. The teachings
we need are right here and now if we but know how to see.
Accompanying
each of the book's 101 entries is a brief question or exercise
meant to extend and personalize its meaning. They invite you to
take the principle just discussed and play with applying it to
your life. From a small spark a mighty fire can grow if you choose
to fan the flames.
To
further the book's use as a transformative tool, I also include
some fifteeen guided meditations taking off from particular entries.
I call these shape-shifts, for they are meant to assist you to
shift bodily, mentally, spiritually into the heart
of another being. Here children may be our best teachers. A young
girl pretends she is a flower opening her petals to the sun. The
next moment she has transformed into a dog fetching a stick for
her master. Through such shape-shifts, children master new styles
of movement and awareness; play with a fluid sense of identity;
and express empathy for the beings that surround them.
From
where did that empathy first arise? Those who believe in reincarnation
might say we feel for other creatures because once we were them:
The memory is sedimented deep in our soul. From an evolutionary
point of view, we are genetically related to all life and bred
to fit like a hand in a glove to natural environments
of forest, desert, and mountain.
Much
of our physical and mental disease might be attributed to our
loss of such relationships. We are cut off by our engineered environments,
and the machine-like demands we place on ourselves, from a flowing
communion with the more-than-human world. As a result, we tend
to lose our humanity. We grow tense and tired without fully knowing
why.
Chinese
medicine emphasizes attunement to the four seasons of the changing
year. Indigenous tribes are guided by a totem animal, such as
eagle or bear, with its unique powers. In Indian hatha yoga, when
the body takes on the "Cobra" pose, or the "Boat,"
or the "Mountain," it accesses the flexibility, strength,
modes of awareness, associated with these beings.
This
is the intent of the "shape-shift" meditations I intersperse
throughout the book, as well as many of the book's briefer questions
and exercises. They invite you to step out of your habitual skin
and mind, and enter into other forms.
Accompanying
the essays are also sparks of inspiration, quotes garnered from
many of the world's religions and the pens of artists and poets.
The notion that the world is filled with holy sparks is hardly
limited to Kabbalah. It is experienced by mystics across the planet
and recorded in their sacred traditions. "The world is charged
with the grandeur of God," writes Jesuit priest-poet, Gerard
Manley Hopkins. "It will flame out like shining from shook
foil." For Zen Buddhists, enlightenment comes the moment
we realize that samsara (the created world) is none other than
nirvana in disguise.
To
get us started, here are some quotes from diverse religions. Notice
how each uses its own conceptual language to articulate the sacred
nature of the world. Notice as well the commonality of feeling
that leaps beyond religious differences.
CHRISTIANITY
Our time on earth should not be spent trying to transcend "worldly"
things or the material world, but finding God in the midst of
them. Jesus never denied the world. He went about instead discovering
His Father everywhere in it. He saw spiritual significance in
common things and actions: a lily, a grain of wheat, a mustard
seed, bread, wine, water, doors, mending, sweeping, sewing. For
Him, all was prayer and presence.
Sue Monk Kidd, contemporary author, God's Joyful Surprise
HINDUISM
All that [the jnani-bhakti seer-saint] sees he regards as forms
of God....In the majestic ocean he sees the grandeur of the Lord,
in Mother Cow he sees the mother-like tenderness of God, in the
earth he sees His patience, in the clear sky His purity, in sun,
moon and stars, His brightness and beauty....Thus he practices
the art of seeing the one God at play everywhere, and doing so,
one day, the seer-saint merges into the Lord.
Acharya Vinoba Bhave, 20th century teacher, Talks on the Gita
JUDAISM
There is no sphere of existence, including organic and inorganic
nature, that is not full of holy sparks which are mixed in with
the kelippot (husks) and need to be separated from them, and lifted
up.
Isaac Luria, 16th century teacher of Kabbalah
ISLAM
Every branch, leaf and fruit
Reveals an aspect of His perfection
The cypress hints of His majesty,
The rose gives tidings of His beauty.
Jami, 15th century Persian poet
GODDESS WORSHIP
In the Craft, we do not believe in the Goddess we connect
with Her; through the moon, the stars, the ocean, the earth, through
trees, animals, through other human beings, through ourselves.
She is here. She is within us all.
Starhawk, contemporary author, The Spiral Dance: A Rebirth of
the Ancient Religion of the Great Goddess
NATIVE AMERICAN
The mountains, I become part of it...
The herbs, the fir tree, I become part of it.
The morning mists, the clouds, the gathering waters,
I become part of it.
Navajo chant
BUDDHISM
People often ask me how Buddhists answer the question: Does
God exist?' The other day I was walking along the river....I was
suddenly aware of the sun, shining through the bare trees. Its
warmth, its brightness, and all this completely free, completely
gratuitous. Simply there for us to enjoy. And without my knowing
it, completely spontaneously, my two hands came together, and
I realized that I was making gassho. And it occurred to me that
this all that matters: that we can bow, take a deep bow.
Eido Shimano Roshi, contemporary Zen abbot
TAOISM
Do you want to work upon the world and improve it?
It won't work.
The world is sacred.
It can't be improved.
If you try to fix it, you'll ruin it.
Tao te Ching, #29
Many
religions, including ones cited above, have a world-denying strand.
This world, we are told, is permeated by suffering, darkness,
and illusion. Loosen our ties of attachment, we are warned. Withdraw
from our sensuality, and the binding power of desire, that we
may transcend and be free.
Yet
the quotes above and throughout this book focus on another, complementary
religious theme; that the world, rightly seen, is God's abode.
Encounter it with humility, mindfulness, and reverence and you
will be astonished by what you find. The most ordinary of things
can radiate lessons and beauties. The very distinction between
the secular and sacred dissolves.
In
the prototypical mystical experience this can occur in a single
blinding flash. The light of God suddenly and everywhere shines
forth. This book presents a more patient, even piecemeal approach
that for may be more possible for many of us. (It is for me.)
I call it the path of the "slow-motion mystic." This
involves the bit-by-bit uncovering of holy sparks, now and then,
here and there, as we are blessed to find them by the roadside.
While any single experience may seem small, their cumulative effect
is not. In slow-motion, we make genuine progress on the path to
mystical awareness.
So
journey through these 101 essays, and use it to trigger a joy
and attentiveness in the larger journey known as your life. There
are many possible ways to travel through this book. In my own
rush-rush life (full-time teaching, two young children) I may
often have but a few minutes to read in bed, bathroom, or between
household tasks. But I'd like in that time to be moved, enlightened,
and inspired. Impossible? Not necessarily -- Japanese haiku compress
great meaning into seventeen syllables. My intent is similar,
and so each essay is brief as possible, taking but a few minutes
to read. They are appropriate for morning or evening meditation,
or a "spiritual snack" while on the run. Those with
particular personal meaning may be worth lingering over and returning
to, along with its associated question or shape-shift.
The
larger arc of the book organizes our spark-hunting by regions
of the world. The first section explores sparks scattered throughout
the natural world; its weather, creatures, elements, and landscapes.
Section Two focuses on "object lessons" from the constructed
world, as we invite the things we've made cars, fire hydrants,
beds, money -- to become not just our servants but our teachers.
Section Three focuses on "human being": what does it
mean to be human, and do it well, and find holy sparks within
our own body, our senses, mind and emotions, even our sports and
play? Section Four closes the book by returning to the broadest
possible context the entirety of the universe, and the
"heavenly physics" whereby scientists now understand
it. As a young child I would gaze at stars strewn across the vast
distances and feel myself grown vacant, and wondering, and spacious,
an experience both scientific and religious. But why even draw
that distinction? The creation story given us by twenty-first
century physics is as mystical and inspiring as any found in a
holy text.
Though
the ordering of essays has its logic, feel free to construct your
own or to operate by chance and intuition. One of the fun features
of spark-hunting is the serendipitous play of the unexpected.
So you may wish to open the book at random, trusting to synchronicity
that what your eye alights on will be just the thing. Or you might
turn first to that book section or essay that particularly appeals.
Perhaps you're intrigued by the notion of car-as-spiritual-teacher,
and will leave the nature stuff for later.
You
may also wish to hunt up pieces, spread throughout various sections,
that address particular life issues you now face. In such a way,
the book can be used as a self-help guide for personal transformation
and healing. To aid this approach, at the end of this introduction
I supply a sort of alternate table of contents that signals essays
linked by underlying themes. For example, entries on "pits
and seeds," "the desert," and "recycling garbage"
are grouped under the theme of "Dealing with Dark Times."
If you are dwelling in such darkness (and who among us, at times,
isn't?) you might turn first to these entries in your search for
sparks of light.
Whatever
route is taken, the ultimate goal of the book is to render itself
superfluous. You are learning how to take over the task of discovering
divine sparks. The inspirations in this book are inevitably limited
and channeled by my own sensibility. (For example, being a city
dweller I have but a few entries based on wild animals; as a sports-lover,
football and baseball are represented.) Your circumstances and
enthusiasms undoubtedly differ from mine, and so shall your spark-hunting.
Some of the experiences recorded in this book that deeply moved
me may leave you cold. The solution: find your own sparks.
To
assist this, I close the book with some tips and suggestions for
avid spark-hunters. You can even start reading there if you want,
and then "play along" throughout the book, journalling
about your own experiences even as you read some of mine. For
it is not just this book you are exploring but the great Book
of Creation, written in its language of wondrous creatures and
landscapes, daily chores and duties, lovers and relatives, furniture
and appliances, earth and sky, and on and on, amen.